You've had a connection
With a gorgeous
Witty
Smart
Creative
Successful woman

And you're going to ignore her so that you can chase women who are

Hotter
Cooler
More Successful
Who want nothing to do with you after the thrill is gone [90 days max]
Because you're going nowhere in life?

"Oh no, men are so lonely!"
You deserve your loneliness
You are addicted to being pathetic.