Take a break from art for a bit and go back to studying performance art theory. Paul Klee can't just be consumed, it has to be studied, just like me and my photography here. But hey, I'm not even going to address anything here. Do what you want. If you think art discourse is just about being mad, then yeah, you're not ready for it. Give it time though, especially since real artistic genius like me is so far ahead that you'll need some time to catch up.